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2010-10-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

We're moving house next year. Done with the plans with the designers and all. Currently building it up now. There's going to be so many new facilities in our new house! Can't wait, LOLLL.

2010-09-26T10:15:00.001-07:00

Will be going to Texas with ZY to visit his family and hometown in two weeks time.
Then after that no more travelling for me for the time being.
I was asking him whether we could go Taiwan after Texas, LOL.

I want to go a lot of places.
Oh, and baby just clinched a $41.78m deal on Thursday.
The whole office building was celebrating because they have been after this contract for a long while.
Baby booked a club along Lucerne and all of us (all 109 employees) managed to fit into it.
All drinks and expenses paid.
I had such a wonderful time.
I havent been to clubs for a long long time.
And I love my baby, the way he shakes his ass is so sexy.
HAHA

P.S What pisses me off is that I abhor people lying to me.. -.-

2010-09-06T15:30:00.000-07:00

OMG SIA.

I can't believe this. But I'll wish em good luck. She should know what she's doing.
If she doesn't then too bad.

I feel disgusted. By your lies. Thinking I'm so stupid when all along I can see that it's him and not some other girl like you said. HAHAHAHA. Thanks man. I was going back in late Sept to surprise you but I guess no need after all. So just stop asking me when I'm going back. Because I'm not stupid as you think.

2010-08-24T05:54:00.001-07:00

From this moment on, as long as I live, I will love you.

♥ ZVS, my beloved husband.

Been to so many dinners with him, I feel like my skin needs some room to breathe D: Too much makeup and heels, almost every night. I'm exhausted siol. Once I reach home I fall asleep once my head hits the pillows. I leave him to make the kids sleep, LOLLL. Evil wife 8D

I am a good mummy because I don't follow the Elleze trend to hiring nannies for my kids. I prefer taking care of them my ownself, heehee.

2010-07-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

Heehee baby got me a Lexus LS600hL.

He knows I like the Lexus although he brought me to see the others like Ferrari Enzo and Bugatti. So he got a black Lexus for me, omg I LOVEEEEE IT. It's a hybrid car, that's what I like most about it.. The back seats also can recline like massage chair siol LOL. Anyway I like it's hybrid feature cos it doesnt pollute the planet as much as petrol guzzling monstaz. Plus it looks very beautiful, fell in love with it at first sight. And hubby got another ride for himself, a Lamborghini Gallardo. Contemplating btw the Murcielago and this, but think this baby is more compact and stylish. And he's not selling his Posh either. He says can switch car when he feels like it. It's so ex lor. So much more than my baby Lexus LOL. And he bought it without hesitation, my husband is crazy.

Actually he asked me if I wanted to use his Porsche and let the driver use the Lexus because it's a comfy four seater, not like the Posh. This Lex is sooo damn roomy, if I sit in the back seat and stretch my legs I don't think it will even reach the front seat. -.- But i loooove this car. Anyway the driver already has the Merc currently, I want the Lexus. Now baby is contemplating getting another similar Lexus because it's really comfortable :D

Heehee. Baby is home early, and he had an urge to go see cars, so I went with him and now we're waiting for our new babies! Room for 2 more cars after this Lamborghini and Lexus, sweeeeee (Y) I realise I'm becoming more like a taitai liao. I feel like cooking something good tonight. Just asked Elvia to go order the ingredients :) I'm kinda lazy now la LOL.

2010-07-18T00:10:00.000-07:00

Oh, baby asked me to accompany him to the EO meeting in Geneva on 30th August. Then we'll be celebrating my birthday together the next day :) I'm turning twenty and that feels kinda old, but well. I'm contented with my twenty years of life.

Don't know if baby is gonna be on the Board of Directors in EO, but he said he does not want to even if he's elected. Apparently he says it comes with a hell lot of responsibility, more than he is willing to commit to now. And if he does it prolly means less time with me again, and he said he already dont have enough time with me -.- Who asked me to fall in love with such a busy guy LOL.

Baby baby I love you so.. :)

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Omg baby sang me a song on the phone. I LOVE HIS VOICE LAAAA. So soothing :x

2010-07-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

Cooked fried butter garlic rice and ABC soup today, yummy! Comforting homemade food for a cold day like today. Baby's going off to China tomorrow on another business trip, aiyahhhh I miss him so much. :( He only spent 3 days with me, why cant it be a week..? He already lengthened one day to stay with me so yes... I shan't complain. LOL, nevermind he'll be coming back for a full month after he returns from Denmark! His itenary is China, Korea then Denmark and finally back to me! Another 2 weeks and I'll be seeing him again. Then we'll be going to California for a week with our little chubs and then to Texas to visit his parents! Around 2 weeks of vacation, omg i wish it was now!

Hehe, I love you mad crazy baby. And our two little sweetpeas as well :)

By the way, some exciting news is that we're welcoming Baby #3 in mid February next year. I wonder if it's a girl or a boy! Visited the gynae today with hubby and I am 8 weeks pregnant. Due date is 20th February!

I shall update with the two tiny devils' pictures soon! There's no doubt about it. Kayden is more like an Asian-Angmoh whereas my little Benjamin is more like a total Angmoh. Nabei Zy why your genes so strong huh! LOL.

2010-06-12T10:02:00.000-07:00

KJoel :)

BenK

2010-03-15T11:44:00.000-07:00

God, I love you girl.

X, Zy (:

2010-03-11T14:01:00.000-08:00

Zy flew me to London for a day. LOL. Woke me up sooooo early in the morning (330AM) and flew by his company's jet. I even asked him how come we were at the airport. I thought we were picking a business partner or someone siol.. When they led us into the VIP lounge I still stupidly thought that they giving us better seats to wait for that business partner. I was wondering which guy so important that baby even have to wake me up early in the morning to fetch him. HAHA.

He kept grinning at me, and I was still super blur and sleepy. LOL. Only when we went to check in at the private flight section then I knew. -.- We even had breakfast before checking in, and I was saying the service sooo nice even though we were just waiting for someone. I was so excited but I fell asleep during the flight. His company's jet have those space bed, super cool. And only two of us on the plane, other than the stewards and stewardesses and pilot. Feel like royalty man. He told me he had planned it for a couple of weeks alr. LOL. Made the arrangements and all and flight clearance etc I think? Not v sure what he said. Slept for around an hour or so.. The pilot detoured a little because Zy asked him to, and we got a bit naughty in the plane but yeaaaahh. Hee. Touched down around 845am in the morning, company driver met us outside and dropped by one of the cafes to get me a coffee. LOL. The chauffer went in to get it and on the way to one of the shopping streets the super pervert Zy did some stunts again and spilt my coffee looool. Luckily still left half a cup lor..

Left us at one of the shopping streets and I went mad buying all the stuff. Walao all the stuff in London's so much better than in Switzerland. He said I want I can fly here anytime.. And he even suggested going to Milan and New York one day. Hehe I havent been shopping for awhile already, that's why he said he decided to bring me out for a shopping trip and he purposely took a day off okkk! My darling hubby is loooooved so much.

Ok I'm ranting but even now I feel a tinge of regret. I seldom go mad buying stuff LOL, imagine the amount of $$ he spent. Omg. Don't even want to think about it :S

2010-01-08T06:12:00.000-08:00

Dont care about those rants. Shant be bothered with these baboon-brained people :)

Life has been great, with Zy, with the boys, with JS. Life only becomes better as each day passes, haha! I shall update with pictures! ^^

BK (Mth 1)
1. Drinks around 3.5oz of breastmilk (if I use the bottle to feed them)
2. Smile/Frown sometimes when people play with them
3. Love being carried in slings around the house when ZY & I do our own business
4. Give funny face when sleeping, smiling etc.
5. Stick out tongue sometimes when they're hungry
6. Make alot of noises if you disturb them or play with them.

KAYDEN
1. Frowns a lot still.
2. Likes being carried in an upright position
3. Always sleep and kick D! LOL.
4. Very kaypoh baby, like to see this see that when we carry him in a sling.

BENJI
1. Smiley baby :)
2. Hiccups a lot as usual
3. Greedy lor, likes to smack smack his lips when we eating in front of him..

Happy 2nd month to DR! :D

Appointment today!

KAYDEN
Weight: 3.92kg (that time i converted wrongly! =.=)
Height: 52cm
Head Circumference: 34.2cm

Age: 8 weeks

BENJAMIN
Weight: 4.05kg
Height: 52cm (same height :p)
Head Circumference: 34.8cm

Age: 8 weeks

My little boy has caught up with my big boy already :D Finally~ Mommy loves you two!

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MONTH 2

1. Drinks 4.3 oz of BM if measured in bottle
2. Smiles and move a lot when people talk to them (Frowning most of the time in R's case!)
3. Stares at the mobile i made above my head.
4. Eating their hand right now LOL.
5. Kicking very hard
6. R always sneezes.
7. Likes to go shopping with me :D
8. Always stick out tongue and D makes that "urg" sound whereas R is "ARGH" when we ignore them
9. Likes to babble in their baby language a lot. "Gah goo gehh gaaaahh~!" LOL. JS like to peek into the crib and babble back to them, seems like they und each other hohoho.
10. Dont like to sleep in yao lan. Put them in the one we got from NSFair, they cried and cried and cried -.-
11. Hold their bottles for a few seconds.
12. D's VERY GREEDY. Like to see us eat with that puppydog look.
13. Like to sit and carry in upright position
14. Head quite stable but still like "bu dao weng"
15. Can recognise voice and people already.
16. LOVE BATHING.
17. Both can lift up heads for a few seconds when put on their belly, LOL.

Guess this is all, cant rly remember liao. Will update when I remember.

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HunnyBee!
I know I don't say this very often.. and sometimes I even forget to tell you this before we visit dreamland..

But still,

I LOOOOOVE YOU!

Thanks for always being by my side, especially for the past nearly couple of months. Thanks for not snapping back at me when I do it to you, thanks for being patient enough by not arguing with me when I'm trying to pick a bloody fight. Thanks for trying your best in helping me with the kids.. And thank you so much for loving me, even after seeing how low I can get. How ugly I can look when I'm shitassed.. How shag I can actually truly look.. Ok la, I know you've seen it all before, but being stuck with me while i'm in the very "i'm-fucking-exhausted-dont-disturb/touch-me mood" isn't easy, I understand. Thanks for being so loving and understanding despite me being all hormonal. ILY :)

B is now heavier than K! =.= He finally caught up LOL. Anyway I'm carrying babyK right now.. He's such a sweetie. :) He has been grabbing my finger for like, the past 20 minutes already. o.O He likes staring up at me and studying my face with a frown on his face.. Trademark of his. Furrowed brows and narrowed eyes. XD

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HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABYSONS!

- Can bring their hands together. (a bit like clapping)
- Can raise their upper body for a few seconds if we place them on their stomach like push up
- Can roll one way.
- Know how to play Baby Gym already. Try to reach for those stuff hanging above.
- Can bear some weights on their legs if we hold them upright.
- Kayden's favourite sound, "AHHHH." Benji's, "AH GOO~"
- Ben laughs out loud when we just LOOK at him, Kayden only when we play with him. My serious serious baby .___.
- Squealing like little mice when happy.
- Ben loves smiling, Kayden doesn't frown as much as before.
- Recognises our voices.
- Head quite stable already!
- Like to kick and kick and kick and kick
- Both loves blowing bubbles.

THEY GROW DAMN FAST RIGHT!!!

I've got a lot of pictures of Ben, mainly because Kayden usually starts crying once he sees us wielding the camera unless he's in a damn good mood. (v like Shyan, LOL)

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Even after JS, Im still amazed how smart babies are.
I love seeing them grow & learn things.
I love to see the look on their faces when they're studying a particular object.

I am now able to differentiate their cries. Whimpering, or tantrum cries, its really different. A tired cry is different from their attention cry. But its almost the same to others I guess?

Now they are already 3 1/2 months old, and I'm not dead yet! HYAAAAK!

But its still a learning process, i can never say i grasp their pattern, i know them inside out, especially not my big boy. He's sometimes quite moody unlike B, though not as often anymore. You know children, they are different everyday. Everyday they got new pattern for you to tackle, and no books can teach you how to do it. It's all trial and error.

After all this, they are still loved, by me.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. KAYDEN FLIPPED JUST NOW!!! LOL. OH-EM-GEEEEEEE! ~.~ I was changing him then turned around to get the powder and then he almost flipped out of the bassinet, wtfff. Luckily I had my hand on him all the time =.=

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My PD in NZ has said that Benjamin is a really expressive baby for his age :) Guess the pictures show it all! Anyway, Kayden is growing chubbier! So much chubbier heehe. And he looks rly girly now, serious :x Fair skin, reddish cheeks. Omg. And his eyes make him look quite the pretty girl, hahaha.

4th Month Progress!

- Able to sit steadily when held and supported upright.
- Smiles and laughs more (especially for K)
- more funny expressions :)
- More attentive, knows how to react
- their fingers are yummy to them
- like pulling my hair and everything nearby
- like exposing my bra to public cos they always pull the front of my blouse down. LOL
- can hold the milk water bottle by themselves (only when they feel like it) when drinking water.
- plays with their pacifier LOL
- babbles and gurgles non-stop, loves to talk.
- K tries to sit up by himself
- both already tasted a lot a lot of food by finger-tasting. HAHA.
I am not some kiasu mother. They anything can try as long as not too salty or spicy LOL.
- Eat cereal with my b-milk
- start to grab things/pinch things
- "understand" simple terms e.g poopoo, sayang, bathe, milk etc.
- Always stare at people very intently.
- Loves to hear our voices. Usually smile when we call out to them ^^
- Like to imitate what we say
- B seems to be teething soon. Can feel a little bit through the gums.
- Can raise head and chest when lying on stomach
- Can support upper body with arms when lying on stomach
- Likes to kick when lying down on or tummy.
- B loves his dangling Baby Gym cow.
- Knows how to grasp and shake toys already!

GOT MORE TO COMPILE, UPDATE SOON!

2010-01-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

Saw a bitch's blog.

Eh. Not happy come la. FUCK YOU. Understood? Don't ever mention my sons' names out in your flea-ridden blog. OK?! This got nothing to do with my kids. Still say until yourself so power like that. If i mention your child name you song bo?

From 14 I've not taken a cent from my parents already ok, unlike you still taking some effing allowance from your PARENTS. Dont buey song buey song post here a bit post there a bit ley nb. My hubby loves me and you're not happy? _l_ NAH, THIS FOR YOU. HELLO? Your bf still outside playing, need to borrow money from parents to yang ni men. Wtfuck man? My hubby's family rich you buey keh yan? He not come here to playplay you noob fuck. So shut the fuck up if you dont know anything. Dont think you read my blog you know everything about me.

There's no need to speak of my sons like they are some bastards. So what if I'm not married? I tell you what la bitch, you're not such a perfect mother yourself. Try killing your daughter with your own hands first before telling me what I should and should not do. I'm perfectly fine with my life right now, I dont need any other disturbance from interfering people like you. So what if I say I want more kids next time? Is there any wrong in it? NO RIGHT? Then why the f are you telling me to keep my legs CLOSED? You rly make me laugh. I dont see how it's any of your fucking problem. I wna have more kids, im si li eh tai ji hor! Dont expect me to listen to you when I dont even care. What a laughing stock please!

2009-09-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

I feel like shopping online but my credit card is not at home. LOL. He's out of the country for a couple o' days. He has told me countless times that he's gna sign me up for a few credit cards but I kept saying no need LOL! Now I will tell him I want one, only one when he's home. The card that most brands I shop at will use :DDD

You know what, only last week then I knew there's a diff btw platinum and normal credit card.. I just thought baby's card was silver that's all. You know, like um. SG Ez-link card got multi colours kind. And baby likes silver anyway. So I thought he chose silver. What a fool I am LOL. Ok la, I know i'm mountain tortoise for these matters. I mean, money nvr rly erm, mean a lot to me kind of thing? It means to me, but I am not those money face who are greedy for money. Money means to me as in I know I need it to buy groceries and live life. LOL. Not that money is not important to me.. So I dont rly go and look at those platinum cards, branded bags etc.

Sometimes I feel quite ps to bring my bags/wear those designer clothes out. Baby just got me a bag that he had been hunting for for awhile already, quite a rare bag or so he says I dont know laaa! HAHA. I don't catch up with this kinda thing one. I got bag to use, can already >_> It's 15, 900 USD. Go calculate yourself, LOL. I dont exactly know how much it is in SGD, I just know it's fucking fucking expensive.

It's a LEIBER Dandelion Suede Gator Handbag. Only four of these are made, my dearest hubby told me. I was like, OAO (try to think of this emoticon as a face k LOL) He had been trying to source for them for a month. Wah, I a bit dont dare go out with this bag. So baby told me whenever I wna go out just page the chauffeur. I prefer walking my dear I prefer walking ._____. Oh my. I was and am still shell-shocked.

AHH. WHY I SO STUPID. I can purchase stuff using his credit card number! I just called him, then he said,

"Sweetie, you have my credit card number right? If I'm not wrong you can use that to purchase what you want. *Chuckle* "

AIYO. I dont know why I so stupid for a moment there. I rmb that the credit card company will call him and double check whether he approved of any transaction (be it $1 or $10000000000), then they will go ahead with the transaction if he gives the okay. So cool.

Bloody hell. I forgot that we dont need slash credit card, HAHA. I forgot about it for a moment la sorrrrry. Pregnancy made my memory go down the drain. Ppl say it's due to the laughing gas, and I rmb inhaling it like I was inhaling my Anna Sui Flight of Fancy perfume :P

2009-09-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

Brought the babies out to the mall today.
We were at Golden Palace having Chinese food, then suddenly Kayden cried for milk. LOL.
I now can differentiate their cries already :P

Anyway, I had to bf him in the middle of the restaurant haha! And my Asian culture and background made me a little paiseh still, haha! But I guess its fine. I mean, in SG if you bf in the middle of the restaurant without something covering you up, everybody will STAAAARE at you like you're committing murder. Here it's like pretty common so no one really looks at you. Just that there was this pervert guy who sat directly diagonal to me, then baby saw me so uncomfortable. He just turned his head and said, "My wife's pretty isn't she? Thanks for admiring her." in a very sarcastic manner, LOL. THEN HOR, that guy immediately diam and nvr look at me again... Mwahahaha. When baby wants to be fierce he has that fierce look >_>Thats how he scares all his employees into submission, HAHAHAHA. I'm joking! After Kayden was done Jayden wanted a "sip" too. I was like O.O Okkkkk. So nevermind, gave him a sip wahahahha. It sounds so dirty _l_ Anyway his sip was like, 10 min. He was sitting on my lap nd just "SIPPING" and playing with my shirt buttons. Wah very shiok hor darling. LOL.

Jayden has nvr asked for it in public >_> And you guys ah, if any new readers or whatever, PLEASE dont be alarmed or disgusted. Zz. What's wrong? =.= I seem to have a lot of unknowns in my blog because somehow or other i have 600 hits a day. AND NO ONE COMMENT.

HAHA.

2009-09-04T01:07:00.000-07:00

I have been bringing the kids out for walks everyday to the playground. JS will go and play in the playground with the other kids while I chat with the other mommies haha.. This has been a "ritual" ever since JS were around 1 year old. I always bring them to playgrounds to play, let them exercise their little bodies and minds, yet make them tired out in the day thus at night they will sleep very well and wont disturb me :)

Thats why JS have always been sound sleepers from young. People always ask me how I train them .___. I dont know how either LOL. They seldom cry at night, they know how to wake you up if they want to pee or something. Well, I guess just make them tired, send them to bed with a full stomach and make them pee before bedtime? o.O I dont know. LOL.

Life with these four little wonders has been looooovely. Coupled with my darling Zy, I think I dont need to die in order to go to Heaven. I am already in Heaven haha! Zy is a wonderful husband. He helps me with the kids without me even asking me, he helps me with the housework when he's back home. He loves all of us, he brings us out on family trips twice a week. He calls me just to say he misses me, he sends flowers out of the blue while he's at work. He massages me sometimes at night, he calls to ask how am I coping with the kids. He always sends me sweet messages so that I dont miss him too much during working hours. I love him so much. He pampers me a lot i daresay, haha!

Well. I have updates for a month. I just kept them in drafts so I'll just combine them here eh?

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We both think that they look like ZY, given that both have angmoh looks and all..
(Which is so not fair! :x)

They are just so perfect in my eyes! I realise one thing about being a parent, your child/children will always be OH-SO-PERFECT in your eyes. You totally see no flaws. AT ALL. Zy is so fascinated with them. We are now fighting with each other to see who gets more time with them etc. So lame right haahaha! Anyway when I said fight, i dont literally mean fighting. You people intelligent right? Should understand what I mean ;D

Anyway, JS are rather neglected right now...
Okay, I'm joking about that too.

My five little precious angels with me, I feel like the luckiest girl in the world!

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On the second day I found out which boy is on the left LOL! The one that always hiccups, he's Benjamin. I had been watching them while they were sleeping in the plastic cot next to me in hospital.. And I realised that my younger boy always hiccups, just like in the womb~

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Benjamin yawned! I immediately whipped out my cam and took a pic. His cute tongue was wiggling like a little worm hahaha. Anyway, I was discharged today, but the two lil boys aren't discharged yet.. They will be staying a couple more days to get their jaundice in check. Will be going everyday :)

Lol, I cant believe it now. I'm officially a Mommy. O.O Isn't that great? Haha! I'm really very excited .____. and must thank my mom for the baby training man. I mean, she threw JS to me since they were 3 days old.. Now i know how to take care of B&K lor! I realise that they both respond very well to ZY's voice. Doctor says it's because he always talks to them while they're in my womb right? You know they're hooked up to those machines, we found out that their heartbeats slowed down when ZY talks, or whenever they hear his voice.. Amazing..

And he calls them what he usually does, "baby" :) He calls both "baby" anyway so yeah. Darling's amazing. Haha, really not used to not having them in my tummy! I know i complained about it.. But i wish I could stuff them back in. I always absentmindedly reach down to pat my tummy when suddenly my hand pats air. But on the other hand, I want them outside so that I can look at them very second of the day.. Maybe it's cos I'm their mother or what.. but I really feel that these two very handsome lor. Cant stop admiring their pouting moths and furrowed eyebrows. Kayden likes to frown alot i noticed, LOL. JS and Zy came in the late morning to pick me up from the hospital. J cried for half an hour before he fell asleep yesterday night, ohmygodddd.. Now see what a good hubby. I have? He puts them to sleep everynight when I'm in the hospital, and he brings them to visit me. Isn't easy, sweet isn't he?

Anyway...... Love my 5 little babies :D

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I love it during breastfeeding times cos I get to be alone with them for at least 20 minutes each time and not "fighting" with Zy over who gets to change their diapers etc.. Haha.

I love it when their tiny fingers curl around mine when they are suckling, their beautiful eyes closed and the tiny sounds they make when they suck. I love looking at their long eyelashes, stroking their rounded apple cheeks, the feel of their babysoft skin. Just the very smell of them. I have never imagined that I can love anything so much. I thought my heart wouldn't be able to fit in all the love but miraculously, it can! I'm stuffing in all the love, for BK, for Zy and JS into my tiny heart. Being a parent is wonderful.

Today, Zy told me something I would have never ever ever expected to hear from him. We were lying in bed, just woken up from sleep. As usual, he reached over and kissed me on my nose, then he said softly, "baby, thank you for bringing them into the world. Guess you dont know something, but they're the biggest gifts I've ever recieved in my life after you."

I was sooooo damn touched at that moment, I immediately leant forward and hugged him tight. And i cried, okay? There's nothing to be ashamed of. (P.S i am a sucker for sweet nothings, haha!)

Actually, looking back, can you believe that these two have somehow managed to fit inside me?? Me this "SMALL, PETITE GIRL" (How Zy describes me)

Unbelievable right! No wonder my belly was so darn big .___.

Anyway, we brought them for their checkups a few days ago.

Second Check Up,
17 August 2009
2 weeks 1 day old

Kayden
Weight : 2.84kg
Length : 50.6cm
Head Circumference : 32.46cm

Benjamin
Weight : 2.69kg
Length : 50.8cm
Head Circumference : 32.38cm

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I think BK are definitely easier to take care of now compared to JS cos they're newborns and sleep most of the time.. But who knows when they grow up? Haha. My lil boys wake up without a sound (crying) most of the times, and they wake up very happily too. Fidgeting and making cute soft little noises like "dabian" that time. LOL. Adorable right :) I love to feel the warmth of their bodies whenever I carry them close to me.. Can you imagine, such a small little body and they can give out sooo much heat?

I'm still learning a lot of things about them. I realised that Benjamin loves to fall asleep while I'm bf-ing! Always have to wake him up to continue feeding LOL. I still feel that my pelvis bones are expanded, plus my pregnancy belly is starting to get smaller, and I've lost 8.9 kg already! The nurses at the hospital keep telling me that I'm so lucky I don't have stretch marks although my belly was so huge! I mean yeah, I wonder why also o.o

Brought them to the hospital for checkups this morning. Their jaundice has fallen a great deal, they're safe now :) I bring them out and sit by the window seat to sai tai yang every morning for 10 minutes cos if I bring them out, we will all freeze to death, haha. I am so tired nowadays, running after the active buggers and waking up at night to tend to all four when they wake up. Luckily, B&K only wake up around 2 times a night, compared to JS who could go up to 7 times at the same age if I remember correctly! Such angels right :P Anyway, JS are now fighting for my attention and ZY's as well. SCARY. Parents in Law (they're here for a month) usually take JS out in the afternoons to give ZY and myself some time alone. He has taken leave till the end of next week. I spend most of the "time alone" sleeping, LOL. I just throw B&K to him and tell him to takecare of them while i take a nap for an hour or so.

We usually put them in the cot in the stairway hall on the first floor in the daytime. Usually we just popover for a few seconds/mintues and talk to them if they're awake. They always stare back with very interested looks. Kayden likes to stare at the mobile above his head, and he's always very kaypoh whenever we carry him in a baby sling around the house while doing our stuff or out to the shops. He will always look around with a very sotong look and take interest in ANYTHING that's near him. He likes to pout his lips, and frown. My frowning baby, LOL.

As for Benjamin, he's a very cheerful baby, opposite from his older brother! He likes to "smile" and his eyes are full of sunshine. I have made a mobile that can change the dangling stuff every now and then. Doctors say to "stimulate their senses" so i thought of this LOL. I hang a clothes hanger and then i tie all different things to it, they can spend most of their waking hours just looking at it (or so i think they're looking at it) This is the first round, I have not rotated the items yet. No need so kanchiong right heehee. They're always very energetic when I play with their toes and fingers. I discovered that they are absolutely RIVETED by black and white objects, so i'm looking for some black and white objects for the custom mobile. ^^v The contrasting colours on the baby gym also attracts them alot. Usually I just need to place the baby gym into their cot and they'll be looking at all the funny objects above them. AND YES, i found out something. If i place them at opposite ends of the cot, one on the left the other on the right, they will somehow gravitate towards each other. Check back on them awhile later and you see two little worms entangled, LOL. I didn't even know that babies so young can move left or right lor, wth! It's like a magnetic force like that, haahaha.

I have this irrational fear of them leaving me. Believe me, ZY and I have spent many a nights just standing over their cot and not leave till I'm sure that they're chests are rising and falling... Am I paranoid or what? In the hospital, you dont need to be afraid, here you are alone and you start to fear stupid stuff like this.. X_X

31 August (two days short to ONE MONTH!)
I have not been blogging for a long time due to my busy schedule.... And it's my 19th birthday today!

Brought the boys for another immunisation jab in the morning. So heart pain to see them cry leh. Over here, have to jab four times at one go, not like SG where you only need to jab once.

Third Check Up,
31 August 2009
30 days old

Kayden
Weight : 3.36kg
Length : 52.07cm (same height!)
Head Circumference : 34.9cm

Benjamin
Weight : 3.42kg
Length : 52.07cm (same height!)
Head Circumference : 35cm

Well, time flies! My confinement is going to be over! LOL. I have been a good girl and taking my herbal tonics and everything that my darling BBT's mom sent over for me since I was so damn clueless about confinement..

And we spent a few hours on the phone as she told me what to do and what not to do during confinement. Thanks a lot MM! :D Also not to forget, B&K's one month is coming in just TWO DAYS! I'm going out to the fresh market to buy fresh eggs that morning, I'm gonna make red eggs and give them to our neighbours! ^^ Oh yeah, we are following the usual Singapore style. I am baking some ferrero rocher cupcakes and fruit tarts to distribute as well. Parents in Law are going back to Texas soon.

B&K are absolute angels. Each time one of them wake up, I will wake the other up as well so as to schedule their awake and asleep timings. I dont want A to be sleeping whilst B is awake and I have to takecare of him, and then B to be sleeping and A is awake. I'll never get my rest that way man. I've learnt these techniques, tried and tested with JS! Okay, I'm off to do some stuff.

Sorry for the short post :) I just dont want my blog to die LOL.

020909 (1 month)

Kayden was so freaked out by the immunization jab.
He refused to sleep the night (and the next) of it, or so he tried to sleep but kept startling. Zy and I had to take turns carrying him through out the night. Benjamin startled as well, but only twice through out the night. For Kayden, if we dont carry him in our arms he will close his eyes (he's very tired) then he will open one eye see see again, close it, open again.. Then after awhile he will fall asleep. Sometimes before he falls asleep he will startle and he will be wide awake again.. If he sleeps, he will sleep for around 5-10 minutes and he will startle. We tried wrapping them tightly in the swaddle blanket, but well, doesnt work for Kayden.

My poor baby. His fists were clenched the whole day and his eyes sink into his face lor. He cried the moment the doctor swabbed his thighs with alcohol. Kept fussing after the jab. Benjamin just "EH" at the first jab, the subsequent jabs he started crying. LOL.

040909 (1 month 2 days old)

B&K's estimated due date today.. They are one month and 2 days premature, haha.

1) Around 10 days old. / Benjamin 2 weeks?

Kayden

Benjamin

Anyway, we celebrated their first month on 2nd September. Woke up early in the morning, distributed the very cutely packed red eggs (thanks to ZY!) and my Ferrero Rocher Cupcakes + Fruit Tarts. Didn't have time to manage a snap of them, but they were really really tasty :p Our neighbours asked us to open a confectionary HAHA.

Anyway, I forgot to blog about this but B's cord dropped on 19th August whereas K's dropped on the 21st, haha! I saved them in an angpow :P

2009-08-20T09:26:00.000-07:00

Look! Baby knows me so well, haha! I hate ostentious stuff, luckily this is small enough :S

Lovely? :)

2009-08-05T11:35:00.001-07:00

Kayden under Phototherapy for jaundice, 254.

Ben

Benjamin!

Kayden :)

Kayden's

Ben's

Ben's. True knot in umbilical, part of the reason why he took so long to come after Kayden.

Kayden's

Ben's

Ben & Kayden

Ben's

Pictures to ease the suspense my dears. :)

2009-08-02T11:14:00.000-07:00

Kayden Joel & Benjamin Keith :)

99.9% confirmed these names already!
For those who don't know yet, my two baby boys are already here in the world ^^

0823 020809 - Kayden
0938 020809 -Benjamin

Vaginal w/o Epi.

Ok, I shall explain the time difference soon, as well as type out my very eventful birth story, hehe.

They're perfectly fine for 35 weekers, very very well developed according to my OB here. Their Apgar Scores, Kayden 9:10 and Benjamin 10:10. Both were born in the caul, just snatching excerpts from what the nurses told me la LOL. Because they were fraternal they have two different amniotic sacs and my amniotic sac didn't burst ley! I kinda gave birth to my boys in their amniotic sacs, LOL. OB says its very very rare, and for me it's even rarer because both twins were born like that. He joked with me saying I must have had very good food and nutrition, because only mothers with abovesaid have amniotic sacs that can withstand the contractions and birth process.. This should be what he said, I was a bit blurblur after all that laughing gas =.=

Will see you guys soon, afk-ing in MSN. Still in hospital!

2009-07-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

1) Keith Joel
2) **** Benjamin

Last name's Stalden.

HELP ME THINK OF THAT MISSING NAME PLEASEEEE~!

Suggestions:
1) Owen (Denny)
2) Benjamin Reuben (Queenieeee)

2009-07-26T15:30:00.001-07:00

[CLICK!]
How Twins Develop

I start to have all these vein pop thingys after carrying JS for long periods of time, so ugly! How to get rid of them?

I'm like going to give birth soon, or am I not?
6 more weeks. I am ALREADY in Switzerland! :DDD

My wedding thingy, I just hope that the boys arrive earlier so that I wont be all preggy on my wedding day. I have like, this SPARE gown just in case I don't pop before then. Boy's EDD is 4th Sept, by then 9th Sept they dont pop they are way overdue looool >_> Though I have this very strong feeling they are coming soon, like very soon. I have no idea why! Plus twins seldom have full term labour, so yep. Hmm. And I keep having contractions too, some minute, some quite, backbreaking. =.=

I am feeling like shit. Seriously, you gotta be preggy with twins before you know what I mean. It's like lugging tow huge medicine balls in front of you! :( Imagine those with triplets/quads! I kinda hope I don't ever have twins again, LOL.

My doctor in AU told me to have sex often o.O
Unprotected sex! Haha! Cos the enzymes in semen will dno break what thingy down which will fasten labour.. But of course he asked me to wait till 37 weeks when they won't be premature. Before 37 weeks is considered premature.

I hope they don't pop TOO soon cos according to him their lungs and nervous system are still developing... So I'll try to keep them inside for a couple more weeks ya :) My family has this hsitory have preterm births. HAHA. I myself was born at 35weeks 6 days. JS, 36 weeks 2 days if I'm not wrong.

Ok, I shall take daily walks since it says it'll help in an easy delivery. I hope so! I'm kinda paranoid and terrified of childbirth, the stories that people tell me :(

OMG but i can't wait to see them!!!
They are not going to look alike, cos they're fraternal twins and not identical...
AHHHHH!!! I'm in a dilemna, hahaha!

2009-07-18T12:39:00.000-07:00

Feeling so fat but loving it all the same!

7 more weeks huns!

2009-07-05T13:23:00.000-07:00

Brennan and Zaeus (Zay-ers)?

Nice names? O.O

Have to think of their second names too though, grr.
Caucasian names are so mafan, LOL!

2009-06-14T12:41:00.001-07:00

I was leaking the week before last. And by leaking I mean breastmilk O.O Seriously LOL. I thought it only comes after birth, but apparently not. I found out that it is colustrum or something. So I tried putting Shyan to my bre*ast. At first very little. She still likes the taste O.O So everyday I let her suck a bit. Now it's like, I'm a breastfeeding mom already. LOL. And my GP says i'll just be producing colustrum till after birth, so its good to feed JS? Colustrum is a very good form of milk. All the good stuff in there. It's like a super concentrated version of breastmilk. HAHA.

It feels a bit weird though, cuz they're my siblings and all. But they're almost like my kids already, that's what. Brought them up by myself since 3 days old. Who cares? I want the best for them as well.

2009-06-04T06:20:00.001-07:00

I'M NOT GNA SHOW YOU MY NAKED BODY WAHAHAHAHA.

Of course I cropped from my photoshoot picture and edited a lil. The borders and words. I'm still not open until to show you my boobies here LOLOL.

(EH THOSE BLIND ONE HOR [E.G MOOCOW], THAT'S MY ELBOW OKAY NOT MY NEH! =.= Seriously, how does it even look like a neh?!?!)

FUCKING FAT RIGHT, HAHA. I WONDER WHAT I'LL BE LIKE AT 40 WEEKS LOR, PENG. Still no stretchmarks, LUCKY! Doctor seyz it looks big cos I'm small sized. Whatever. I just know that it's damn big. Now that I look like that it looks big -.- With clothes on still not that bad, LOL. Tht's my outy bellybutton ^^ Oh yes, I can't see my toes alr!

My friend who came over said I look like taitai now! I met her just after baby's client's dinner. Ya lor what to do. My hubby likes to drag me at the funniest moments to his client dinners. And they fly over here just to talk to him, like he's some big fuck like that lor! HAHAHAHA. Of course I need to dress up. Baby you're my big f :P

Anyway, I might be locking my blog. Some SNOOPY like to spy on me, HAHAHA.

2009-06-03T01:32:00.000-07:00

I've got a bloomin' headache! =.= DAMN. It hurts damn bad. It's like shooting through my eye and brain, needles poking it. And it's only on my right side!

I'm having an ice pick headache.

They are short, stabbing, extremely intense headaches that can be absolutely terrifying. They generally only last between five and 30 seconds. However, they come out of nowhere, can strike anywhere on the head, literally feel as if an ice pick is being stuck into your head, then disappear before you can even figure out what's happening. The pain can also seem to occur in or behind the ear.

Although people who experience Ice pick headaches are usually those who have Migraine disease, or another head pain disorder, the ice pick headaches usually occur by themselves rather than during a Migraine attack or headache. Usually, they occur a few times a day at most. In rare cases, however, they occur frequently through the day, requiring treatment. The major problem with treatment, of course, is that the pain is so brief, if it's not treated until it occurs, it's gone before the patient can even take medication. In those rare cases where it does need treatment, preventive treatment with indomethacin (Indocin) usually works.

Ice pick headaches occur in up to 40% of Migraineurs, often located in or near the usual location of their Migraines. They can occur at any time of day or even wake people from sleep. Those who do need to use indomethacin for prevention should remember that it is an NSAID and has the potential side effects typically associated with NSAIDs. Those potential side effects include heartburn, nausea, gastroesophageal reflux and bleeding problems, and gastric ulcers. In rare cases, indomethacin can cause eye problems. Thus annual examinations by an ophthalmologist are recommended for anyone taking it on a regular basis.

(I was awoken last night by this headache =.=)

Anyway, I had a photoshoot! LOL. Apparently it was some free pregnancy photoshoot thing from my Gynae, so okay lor :) Quite fun, HAHA.

2009-06-02T22:31:00.000-07:00

Ok la I post. LOL. So many of you asking me to update.. Hmm.

We did nothing much these couple of days la. Stayed at home, lazed around. Temperature has been low compared to previously. Ahh. I just made macaroni and cheese! Even I myself can't stop eating it. And my very picky eater Shyan also wanted a second bowl. :P

I've got nothing much to update cos I didn't go out. Oh ya, Jayden slid down the stairs with his nappies this afternoon. And he was shrieking all the way with laughter! Then he got scolded by Daddy for playing near the stairs, LOLOLOL. You deserve it babyboy. How many times have I told you not to play or leave your toys near the stairs? After he got scolded he ran to me sobbing. Hugged my legs and didn't wna let go. Sat him down, explained to him why Daddy scolded him and then he started to suck his thumb again. =.= Stuck his tutu into his mouth and he promptly fell asleep in my arms! *sigh* I still had things to do but well, it's not often that I get to spend quiet time with them like this nowadays. Cherish the moments :)

He woke up awhile ago, back to normal already. The house is noisy once again!

Schatz is waiting by my side to eat my bread rings. So I have to be careful that he doesnt snatch them from me! :(

update later!

2009-05-31T05:40:00.000-07:00

I got it wrong. Baby's only flying NEXT monday. LOL. Anyway, the loots that we ordered from Coach and Burberry came already. I ordered the stuff for my SG friends who wanted to buy. Cheaper as well. Most of it i bought for myself also la. I only saw it the day after I ordered my first batch. =.= And baby scolded me for hesitating to order the second round :x I dont really like Burberry though. Don't like their bag prints, but the apparels are nice.

Oh yes, we are going back to SG for a super SHORT visit. Like, only three days or something!Please make arrangements with me if you want to meet me, HAHA. I missed a lot of people the other round. And those who are going to my wedding in Switzerland, please let me know so that we can book the tickets soon!

Coach Drawstring Bucket Bag

I got this for myself! Hee! :p I like the colours.

Mine

Mine too!

Signature E/W Gallery Tote

I am really Coach siao I know :x I like bright colours~

Signature E/W Gallery Tote - Pei Xin

US $275 (SGD $398)

Coach SOHO Signature Small Flap - Aunty Sally

USD $218 (SGD $314)

Burberry Tote - Mom's!

USD$685 (SGD $989)

BloomingDale's Canvas Eddie - Pineapple

US$355 (SGD $512.50)

Signature Sateen Carly - HubbyAng's wife

US$355 (SGD $502.40)

Well guys, prices all stated here for you! All incl. of shipping alr. So do remember to pay ZY back when we're in SG okay? LOL. Any clarification let me know :)

2009-05-30T23:39:00.001-07:00

I realise that my bellybutton is sometimes an "inny" and sometimes and "outy". I find that touching my "outy" bellybutton is actually ticklish. LOL. And baby likes to wrap his arms around my belly then tickle it, which of course makes me laugh like a banshee.

Anyway, hubby's flying off tomorrow. Asking him to buy some things back for me :P I am now addicted to this anime KHR.

People who know me well know that I dont usually like animes, but this is one other than Vampire Knight that has tied me to it, and isn't letting go!

Oh yeah and I visited the hospital the night before -.- I was eating at one of the mid-class restaurants on the corner of J Field. I'm never going back there again! I swallowed this horrible dish scourer metal thing and it got stuck in my throat! Tried unsuccessfully to swallow it down and it felt so damn uncomfortable thus baby drove me to the hospital in the middle of the night while Daddy took care of the kids. After some numbing anaesthetic that they sprayed down my throat, and after a hell lot of prodding, poking and x-raying, they finally fished out this tiny metal thing. From my prone position on the examination chair, it suspiciously looked like a staple bullet for a moment. I was suddenly curious as to what a staple bullet was doing in my food! =.= In the end it turned out to be a stray metal thread from a dish scourer. Zzzzzzz.....

Should have listened to baby and just go fulfill his sushi craving :( Next time I wont insist on eating anywhere anymore ok hunny LOL.

Anyway, today I went to one of the French restaurants on Colebakers St. I shared with baby as I wasn't rly in the mood to eat much, and my throat was still rather sore as well. We let the chef pick for us as we couldn't make up or mind with so many lovely sounding dishes to choose from. We had the Chef’s tasting experience, the four course pineapple menu, “Showcasing the Hawaiian Gold Kapalua Pinneapple.”

Four courses sounds like a lot of pineapple, but it was like Iron Chef America with pineapple as the secret ingredient. The fruit was used and infused so perfectly into every dish, as not to overpower it, but to enhance it. I was inspecting my food very carefully before putting it into my mouth, LOL! Once bitten, twice shy liao!

1) Pineapple Scallops
Our first course was Pineapple Scallops. The scallops were perfectly done, seared to a golden brown and served on saffron cous cous with asparagus and a pineapple curry. The curry was not that spicy, but just sweet and savory, lovely with the pineapple. I wanted to lick the plate ok! He had the scallops paired with a crisp and dry California Grgich Hills Fume Blanc. Baby told me that Fume Blanc is the same as a Sauvignon Blanc, just a sexier-sounding name to sell more wine I think.

Steamed Onaga

Spiced Essence

2) Steamed Onaga with Spiced Essence
The Steamed Onaga with Spiced Essence was next. The Onaga, a thick white fish, is steamed with a potion of spices: cinnamon, gingar, lemon, lime, anise fruit, grapefruit, garlic… It smelled like a wonderful tea. The fish was served with Julienne vegetables and a Chinese black bean sauce. It was topped with a pineapple emulision. We were told to dip the fish into the black bean sauce to bring out the other flavors of the fish. It was a perfect blend. This was paired with a Grgich Hills Chardonay. It was buttery and fruity, a great California Chardonay.

3) Crispy Duck Confit and Foie Gras
The Crispy Duck Confit and Foie Gras was the third offering. The chef took the French dish and made it his own. Magnificent! It was served with a white bean cassoulet, duck sausage, and, of course, pineapple. Baby loved the Foie Gras, as it was done to perfection. He enjoyed a glass of Au Bount Climat Pinot Noir from Santa Clara. (Note that I got this name spelt so wrongly till Baby corrected it for me =.=)

4) Our dessert was a delightful Pineapple Tiramisu with a Caramel Sauce and Pineapple Sorbet. Yummy!

Okay la, my english is not as power as all this, it's just that Baby's sitting next to me and very patiently quoting what we ate yesterday cos my memory seems to have taken a dive somewhere :P Though my english has always gotten A1 I have never liked using these ostentious sounding words :x Never a habit of mine, HAHA.

I've got a sudden craving for escargots. I hope baby is bringing me out later!!! If not, I guess I'll have to go buy those degutted snails now and bake it myself! I'll go ask him now :P

HE'S CUTE RIGHT! *faintz*

2009-05-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

LOL.

I discovered something damn cool! You know when I was lying on the bed resting just now, the boys started moving quite violently inside and then I saw my bellybutton poking out on its own. So freaky can! HAHA. It's like, they move, then they push my bellybutton out! I couldn't stop laughing lor wahahahha.. It's really amusing :x And baby was videoing in down, and I kept laughing -.-

2009-05-26T00:21:00.000-07:00

Okay sweetheart's in the shower right now.

I shall take some time to write her a little something:)

My days are never dark with her around. She can laugh at any silly comment I make, she warms my heart up each time she looks at me. She makes it so enjoyable for me to be with her..

Well, we were watching TV last night in the dark, you were snuggled right next to me with our boys moving lazily inside you. As I looked at you while you were staring at the screen, I began to think.

Yes this is the girl I want to be with.
The one that walks down the aisle in her father's hand.
The one that I want to have a family with.
The one I want to wake up with every morning for the rest of my life.
The only one who can make me breathless when I see her.

The long talks we had, the time we spent in each other's embrace, the realisation of how important each other were. I'll never leave you, my princess.

I then started to wonder what our little babies will look and be like. More like me? Or more like you? I pray at night that they will be like you, just like you. In whatever way, they are perfect because you are their Mom, and I'm their Dad :)

I LOVE YOU!

P.S You are the bowling bowl and I'm the bowling pins because you knock me off my feet baby!

2009-05-25T19:08:00.000-07:00

THESE SOOTHERS DAMN CHIO RIGHT!!!

AU$140, studded with swarovski crystals! But hor, I think not very worth it. I mean, later suck suck suck then swallow the crystal how?!

Okay, my loots from Coach in US! MIL helped me get them from Coach and sent it over to me :) Went to collect my package at the PO with the twins yesterday as I wanted a walk >_>. Baby stayed at home and had conference videocalls with his company.. So ya, I went out cos I didn't want the kids to disturb him :p They were like, banging the study room door cos they want to see him. LOL. Anywayzz, that gold tote is mine, and so is the white! The black's for one of my aunt's who asked for it :) The white one is okay la, not as nice as it looks in the picture, but the gold one is nice! Oh yep, my gold one is a reversible bag ^^

MIL got these for Shyan too. BabyJ also has the male version, but apparently they were OOS over there so she sent Shyan's first. She'll be sending J's over soon :)

J's male version, she showed me in the Gucci webby.

The Vera Wang Princess perfume I recieved as well.

Thanks mommy (L)

I IS SIBEI LUVVV COACH :D

Coach bags are better than Gucci or BB, so many times better. LOL.

Smelly said I become rich taitai liao. Sigh, I also think so =.= Last time I'm not so bad one, LOL. ZY YOU'RE PAMPERING ME TOO MUCH!

P.S I just realised that I'm speaking like angmoh already. Actually I didnt notice till HubbyAng told me. Just that when typing, dont look like it :D

2009-05-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hello baby, it's me here!

I'm here to tell you that I love you with all of my heart!

Life has been so exciting ever since you appeared by my side. Actually, I constantly feel like I'm on a roller coaster ride! Why? It's not because of any fear or whatsoever.. It's the thrill and exhilaration that I feel, just by being with you. Whenever I gaze into your eyes I can feel how much you love me. Whenever you touch me I feel how much you need me. You simply make me feel alive.

You have never failed to make me smile even though I was in one of my worst ever moods the other time. When you smiled at me, I knew that everything would be alright. When you laughed, it brightened the whole room and atmosphere instantly. When I badly needed a hug, you hugged me without me even asking for it. And then when you said to me just before, "I know you need a hug baby." I knew that you were the one right away. I have never been so transparent with anyone else ever, and you could just read me like a preschooler's book. No one ever knew what I needed, what I craved for, what I wanted. You fulfilled all of them within this brief period of 5 months.

I will never be what your ex-boyfriends were, this I swear to God. I love you too much, and I know you know that too. You would never have given your heart to me if you didn't.

If I were such a cad, you probably would have just stopped all contact with me when you discovered you were pregnant right? I guess you would also just live your life with the boys; you would also say you didnt need me. You're that strong and independent and thats what I admire so much about you. I just knew that I couldn't do without you when I was alone over in Switzerland without you nearby. It just killed me to board the plane there, and I knew how much you missed me too.

When I first met you in Cheng Cai KTV (sorry if I spelt it wrongly, my HYPY is still kind of poor), I was struck at how you carried yourself with such confidence and beauty. As the night progressed, I fell in love with your sense of humour. We spent the whole night talking in that little corner instead of participating in the singing. You were someone who could read me inside out, just so easy to talk to. I felt like I had known you for my whole life, and I had never met someone as appealing and attractive (think magnets!) as you are. The chemistry between us was just so strong that night, and you were then telling me about your ex boyfriend. We had almost the same experiences, and we both know how much it really hurts. Guess that's why we're trusting each other with our hearts...

You asked me the other day and I didn't reply you. Well, I'm telling you here now. Just so you know, I never planned on what we did that night. That wasn't the reason why I offered to drive you home. It was because I already loved you that much to not want to stop talking to you. Yes maybe you can say it was love at first sight for me. I could hardly believe myself as I had never believed in that before. Our meeting changed my perception once and for all. I never expected what happened that night, though I've never regretted it. =P

I missed you something chronic when you went back to Singapore. YiChun can probably tell you how excited and delighted I was when you told me you were coming back to China, to me! You told me not to pick you up but I did. I nearly cried when I saw you, I just missed you so much. Of course, I was hugged breathless when I finally reached you in the crowd. :)

You've changed my life for the better, and you mean the world to me baby. I will give it all up just for you like you will for me.

This will sound really mushy, but I'm really looking forward to the future with our baby boys and you by my side. I can't help but feel so lucky to have you, love me.

Happy Fourth Month-sary sweetheart,

With all my love and kisses,
ZYAN xoxo

P.S: You better get yourself ready to be devoured tonight!

2009-05-20T22:56:00.001-07:00

A new blog because my posts couldn't seem to show up in my old blog.

I know I havent been blogging for awhile, forgive me :P
Been out enjoying life these few days. I'm lovin it!

Anyway, Baby and I went for a short tour to the Whispering Wall of Barossa Valley. It's this huge dam, was one of the highest in Australia I think. Couldn't rly hear what the tour guide was saying cos Baby was feeding me yoghurt wahaaha. Baby bought some wine at one of those wine refineries thingy. He got two bottles of some Pinot Noir which cost so much my eyes almost rolled out of their sockets. But both FIL and him likes it a lot, no idea why :x He bought two other bottles of dno what wine (forgot the very difficult to spell name). It's so lovely to just spend time together alone with him, very seldom that we get to. Thanks daddy who agreed to take care of JS for a few days :D

We bought a lot of stuff. There's this honey ice cream that we ate during a visit to one of those honey farms. SUPER NICE YOU KNOW OMGSZX FAINT. He didn't let me buy one whole tub at first cos he said too cold already, then I buey kam wan ma. He went off to look at something else I went to buy it! It's not that big la actually, like Ben & Jerry's ice cream, the bigger cup size. LOOOL. It's rly so nice to eat, I usually dont go mad for ice cream :x

Anyways, he's going to China for three days. He asked me to go with him if I want to but I dont, LOL. A bit too lazy to fly here and there as usual. Plus the weather's cool right now :P Going to be Winter soon. I'll ask him to buy my scallops whahahaha. I miss eating them :x

27 weeks to sonnies :) Time flies! Visited the gynae a week ago, everything's great :)